i got this.

i feel crazy
someone save me
i feel crazy
someone save
me
save me
from my self

i feel misguided
confused
and frightened
this rope i am walking on
is fraying
i need it to be tightened
i need to walk on the wide end
but im walking on the silky side
the side with no support
just invisible threads
shredding so short
where
did all my friends go

OH I SEE THEM
screaming "ABORT ABORT"
i cant afford
another
retort
im wasted
and being hazed
tazed
and just in case
you didnt catch my name
confusion is my epitaph
where the faces are all the same
my identity is stolen
empty head
i walk the tight rope
of shame

but i hear on the other side
is a paradise
but how will i get there
without my vice
my vice
my drug
my life
how will i make it
without the things that make
me feel SO NICE

i hear there is some shepherd
that guides you to the other side
some master magician
who catches you when you slide
it seems he even walked over this
same tide

he knows where the tight rope
is frayed
and where it's tight
but i hear he lost his eye sight
how can i trust this shepherd
with my life

this is crazy
this is crazy
someone save
me

someone
someone
im slipping
falling
flipping inside
my hearts doing handsprings
cuz i see the tide
underneath the
tight rope
i walk
its called my life

but i hear
there is another side
where the grass is greener
where love resides

i hear there is a street of wide paved gold
where fairy tales and wisdom are ever told
i hear of this place
i want to find it
but
in order to find it
i have to give up
my drugs
my boy
my toys
my car
my voice
my house
my roll royce
no
not
the royce
not the fendi
not
the
speed
not my meat
not my
beautiful
cheat sheets
the things
that
help
me
get
through
this
disaster
heap
i call
my life

i would take the daring leap
the other side is near
i would take the daring leap
but what would people say
i guess i really do care

that leap
isn't cheap, no i wouldn;t dare
its ....
not fair

im falling
someone save me
i hear that blind man
calling
but ....
i think
I'LL save me
....
i got this.