
drawing colors
in my clouds
playing fiddles
ocean sounds
warm wind touch me
run out loud
wishing fountain
make me proud
not bitter pride
the kind you shout
dream sand castles
not short nor stout
the impossible is here
i don't dig doubt
..............
the taste of sin was so sweet but i had to leave that path behind. why? the longer i walked it the more of a maniac i became. sin and selfish exploits lead to the foothills of self addiction. i was a junkie to a drug called 'me'. i became the center of a universe where i was the only one who mattered. this was a tragic loveless tale that made me feel so bitter, cold, and empty. i felt like a robot who was being wound up by the devil himself. i could barely recognize myself in the mirror sometimes because the eyes in my reflection reflected nothing. the funny thing is, this path of sin was so glittery and fun at first until it became the norm. it was a fact that i was a slave. it was a fact that i lacked self control, love for others, and love for self. it was a fact that i had no future. my life was a miserable loop of ME ME ME letdown after letdown. the glitter faded and was replaced with the dust of death. i looked around and saw i was surrounded by other corpses and other lifeless robots.some of these dehumanized souls were completely devoured by the malicious vultures that encircled in the dark sky above. these vultures were so malicious they even ate the sun. they tore into my porcelain white skin, attacked my golden brown locks, gouged out my sea green eyes all like a midnight snack. these vultures were demonic and ruthless. i screamed but nobody cared. i screamed but nobody could hear because the vultures had eaten out their ears. there was just one half eaten body left and with its last dying breathe it said " RUN, you took the wrong path. get out as soon as you can or you will have no soul, no body, and no life."
i saw the sea of bones that day. i ran and never looked back.
today i am surrounded by lush singing saints because i found the path to heaven. i am surrounded by birds that charm their way into my soul. i see color, i see vibrant life, and i hear words of good cheer. i can taste magic and smell miracles. i can feel jesus touching my heart and, the mechanical mastermind he is, engineering it back to FULL FUNCTION. i know i am healing because i see a future for myself. i know life will continue to shake and shine and i love this life divine.i am a part of this branch of humanity that doesn't turn its back on you. i see and taste love and feel the wind dancing in my core. i am surrounded by this contagious light that creeps up from my toes into my belly and onto my face forcing me to smile. i am alive, i am well... most of all? i am escaping hell with the help of god! its a journey where i hold HIS hand and he helps me escape more and more each day. every time i find myself hanging out in hell or faced with its flames, i know its going to be ok and i know i do not have to stay stuck.
escaping hell
is possible
escape hell?
you decide
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